August 20, 2024 · Write a comment · Categories: Musings · Tags:

Recently, I’ve been forgetting the details of my dreams very quickly when I wake up. About all I remember is seeing lush vegetation, rather like a jungle, in places I’ve never been in real life. When I try to grasp at the dream to keep it in memory, it vanishes anyway, as quickly as flipping a switch.

Photo of jungle vegetation.

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Then I wake up, see that my house has new windows, and feel cheerful. This morning, I said “Yay” when I opened the blinds in the family room. I’m getting the impression my dreams may simply be telling me that I need those “Yay” moments and the healthy mental growth they inspire—and, as well, that I shouldn’t be overly worried about keeping track of the details.

This week I’ve been feeling cheerful when I wake up, free of thoughts about past worries. For whatever reason, they don’t seem to matter much now. Maybe it has something to do with the new windows letting more light into the house. Whatever it is, I hope it stays.

Word-art that says, "No matter what yesterday was like, birds always start the new day with a song."

Nurturing Thursday was started by Becca Givens and seeks to encourage self-nurturing and to “give the planet a much needed shot of fun, support and positive energy.”

With so many possibilities all around us, making choices is not always easy. In a world that is changing so quickly, often it takes some effort to get oriented. When I feel unsure of what to do next, I try to keep in mind that, generally, being kind is a good place to start.

Word-art that says, "In a world where you can be anything, BE KIND."

Nurturing Thursday was started by Becca Givens and seeks to encourage self-nurturing and to “give the planet a much needed shot of fun, support and positive energy.”

I’ve been enjoying my new windows, especially in the master bathroom, which we decided to do in a different style. It used to be a heavy double-hung window with a tattered old shade. Now it’s a nice side-by-side window with built-in blinds. Much improved!

Photo of window with built-in blinds.

Although I haven’t quite settled back down to my normal routine after the noise and disruption of last week’s window installation, I am feeling much better now that I have something new and cheerful to look at every day. When I walk into the bathroom, I tell myself that my worries are dissolving into the clear light of day and floating out the window. Nothing but dusty old history, no longer needed. Bye-bye.

The window installation is almost finished, but the screens haven’t yet been put into place, and all the blinds and shades are still off. Walking around in a house with bare windows, all completely new and clean, has a very different feeling to it, as if I’m surrounded by possibilities that were not quite in view before. Now, I just have to find time for them—or, perhaps, allow time for them to find me.

Word-art that says, "Find the time. The time to read, to smell the flowers, to paint your dreams, to have coffee with a friend, to learn a new craft, to write a letter, to bake a surprise cake, to go somewhere special, to really be with the person you love, or even to do nothing for a while..."

Nurturing Thursday was started by Becca Givens and seeks to encourage self-nurturing and to “give the planet a much needed shot of fun, support and positive energy.”

July 31, 2024 · Write a comment · Categories: Musings · Tags: ,

I had been dreaming about a bridge under construction just before I woke up Monday morning. It reminded me of a bridge I’d seen being built when I was a child, and I felt that it would allow me to travel back in time if only I could cross it.

Photo of a bridge under construction.

(Photo credit: Matt Zimmerman)

Weirdly, there seemed to be another parallel dream going on at the same time. I felt that it was important to remember when I woke up, but it slipped away despite my efforts.

After a while, I realized that to be parallel, the other dream must have been a bridge to the future. Even outside of dreams, time is not entirely linear as people perceive it. Rather than simply moving into the future, we also change the past by framing it in different ways as we gain wisdom. Both of these “bridges” are works in progress, and their details are always shifting as dreams do.

The window installers will be here next week, and I haven’t yet finished cutting back some overgrown bushes under my living room windows, which are definitely in the way. They went so long without being pruned that it became a daunting chore. I’ll get it done, though, rather than letting the sight of it intimidate me any longer—and the view will be much improved.

Word-art that says, "Two men look out a window. One sees mud, the other sees the stars." -Oscar Wilde

Nurturing Thursday was started by Becca Givens and seeks to encourage self-nurturing and to “give the planet a much needed shot of fun, support and positive energy.”

I’m traveling again this week, giving myself time and space to let worries fall away. Although my job isn’t stressful, I find that too much time in a routine, without a change of views, has a tendency to narrow the mind’s focus and cause impatience. Trying to change everything is not realistic, but often a simple change of scenery, with touches of love and kindness, can make for a healthier perspective.

Word-art that says, "You may not be able to change the entire world, but you can release your love, and watch its colors paint the world around you with kindness and patience, and watch your little part of it change for the better."

Nurturing Thursday was started by Becca Givens and seeks to encourage self-nurturing and to “give the planet a much needed shot of fun, support and positive energy.”

July 13, 2024 · Write a comment · Categories: Musings · Tags: , ,

My windows are scheduled to be replaced at the end of the month. I’ve been cleaning up neglected shrubs to make sure the installers can easily reach everything. In particular, some junipers under my dining room window got overgrown by a large yew that I didn’t cut back for several years because, like most people, I was feeling blah during the pandemic and wasn’t motivated to do much in the yard. The junipers died, and now I’ve removed them, leaving a bare window and mossy bricks that need a good scrubbing.

Photo of a window in a brick wall with bare ground under it.

After the new windows have been installed, I plan to have a landscaper put in more junipers this fall, and hopefully I’ll take better care of them going forward. For now, though, the area in front of my dining room is nothing but clear ground, open to possibilities, which leaves me feeling happier—as if I’ve made space to welcome unexpected blessings.

During my workday, I watched a video about creating prompts for artificial intelligence. I wore headphones so as not to disturb my husband, who shares the home office with me. The video had some amusing moments, and at one point I laughed out loud. My husband looked over and smiled.

Later in the day, I noticed that my Garmin tracker showed two long restful periods while I was working. I mentioned that to my husband because it was unusual. He said that watching a good presentation must have left me feeling more relaxed than usual. The first restful period was indeed the time when I watched the video, so he was right about that. I hadn’t realized it made so much difference!

Word-art that says, "Laughter is the sound of the soul dancing." -Jarod Kintz

Nurturing Thursday was started by Becca Givens and seeks to encourage self-nurturing and to “give the planet a much needed shot of fun, support and positive energy.”